Trappuccino101

So i made sure that i watched couple of videos before i started today's session
i felt great and couldnt wait to open up 6 tables with my new set of mind and strategy
somehow managing to loose all the flip and couple 70/30
my confidence this year is now a all time low on .5/1 with down 40bi below ev so far this year
with couple more try until coming summer, i will see if poker is just not for me anymore ( considering i used to play as high as 2/4 and 3/6!....)