JJisnoob

Best of luck finishing up your thread. It's been a good read :) The best ideas I've had for how to enjoy poker have come from Daniel Pinks book Drive.

It's definitely easy to procrastinate on depositing on other sites. Getting used to new sites also seems to be a stress and take time to get used to for me

I started dabbling 5k 4-6months ago on stars and another site, I've only played a few hundered hands at 5k, life time. That fish was the juiciest fish I've been able to play with at 5k, I coolered another reg for a 10k pot earlier, (fish was initially at our table, then left to another table, then came back to the the one we were both on)

That 15k pot looked rough, I felt for you with that one. I hope you get some run good soon my friend X

I hope things look up for you with the girl. And good on you for sticking to your guns and not trying to be someone you're not.
‘don't get me wrong, it would almost certainly boost my chances, especially if i were to buy a more expensive one, but then i think i could attract the wrong person in that case.’
Would probably attract the wrong type and deter the right type.

Happy Birthday!
I like your thoughts on presents, I hadn't really though about the wastefulness side of things.

I wish you the best of luck with your challenge and getting some MTT scores!

I read your old thread, and I noticed you talked about doing regular meditation. Do you think mediation has made it easier for you to stop drinking/ reduce the impulse?