Degendary

Hey, thx for commenting.

My routine is somewhat decent, i have a job, i workout, stay healthy etc.

I grind on the evenings and on days off.

I play PLO ZOOM 50, but i feel i have hit rock bottom now, 

Im down 85! Buyins in 30k hands, i used to hate people whining about downswings, but cmon.

you totally blank every single 3 & 4bet pot, and you loose every premium  vs 2pair ish hands in big pots.

when u hit the nuts, they outdraw, u have monsterdraw, it blanks. over and over and over.

i have a feeling i may push my small preflop edges to much, and it causes alot of crazy spots, but i dont know.

i really feel my gameplan is somewhat solid, but i just cant seem to book a win.

but i understand that -8500bb in 30k hands is proving that wrong, and even the crazyest runbad cant cause this big of a loss alone? 

fwiw im running 50BI below EV this period, and maybe im tilting without even knowing it. 

ST= short stack i guess. 

Pretty gross spot tbh, we beat very few hands even tho he played it wierd imo. I dont think folding this could be a big mistake

Come to think of it, if villain is bad or on the passive side i think maybe i like b/c better vs those type of players, since we dont love life if they ch behind and turn bricks.

I like it. If villain is somewhat competent he should stab here alot, since this board  hits his range pretty hard, and its alot of hands in our range that would have a hard time continue.

 i play on a mac now, so the HUD doesnt work for zoom.I am currently working on getting windows on it via Boot Camp, as i understand it is really important to adjust to certain players style and tendencies, specially in late pos, and blinds.(?)

Until now i have never used a HUD, just marked the 4tabler regs, with a few notes from interesting spots i 3/4b pots.

yeah, thx. Ill need to be more aware of my position, and maybe tune down the aggression some. Seem to be finding myself in though spots OOP quite a bit :)