Got an open bonus for 2.6k (13 buy ins for 1/2). I need another 81.5k points before the end of the year to clear that bonus. 2.3k points, which is like 4k hands a day.

If I really put the gas on it, I can definitely make it.
Thing is, I've had to play so much and and so quickly that I haven't enjoyed playing this week.

Also, it's hard to play well for long periods of time, especially when I've run 4k below EV in three days.

If I play a regular schedule, I will be slightly short of that bonus, and it's a lot of money to me.
But I do worry that I'll lose more EV by playing worse than I will actually gain.