Hey Guys, Im new here, Im regular on stars, ftp and 888 poker, play under the name NoHayMiedo*.

Im normally playing Mid and some high stakes tourneys, and the last few months Im not in my best run, I lost a couples of big tourneys at the last part of them, flips, 70/30 and all the ways as possible, the thing is that when I lose a MTT like 215$ 6max XL series in 5th place that the 1st place won 17.6k, and I just cashed 4k, its hard to go out of the down and moving foward, because I still run semi bad in others, if I won the 1st on one of my best deep runs I turn it and put my numbers in + on the last months, but is kinda hard, when  I can´t complete my deep runs for some reason.

To be direct and find good answers I will be clear, I have about 15k down in the last 3 months is my 1st swing of that size, my confidence go down in some part of that but now im positive that the new year will be pretty good, I want to know if someone feels like me in some part of our time playng mtts. How normal are my swing or the swings here?

I play about 800 MTTs p/month with avg. buy in of 40$ so it sounds like I have 15k down in 2.5k MTTs with avg buy in of 40$, after my best month of 18k+ in september. 

Sorry if my english is not the best, Im from Dominican Republic so my main idiom is the spanish. gl all at the tables im waiting for good replies ty.