You can try another sites to keep you average buy in more consistent.

ipoker and 888 only 1 MTT at same time, even these are bad

They make bad calls vs me and that costs me

I have never had this problem. Usually good calls cost me money. But yes, MTTs are very high variance, esp when you get down to <15 BB.

Since you are coming in here with the devastating KQ>JJ story and asking about how to get a sample size fast, I might just say that you need play a little more, and try not to worry about short term EV.

Mindset problems are the name of the game in poker, they are there for everyone. I just wouldn't delve too deep when investigating why you won/lost flips. Lately when I am playing MTTs I just try and focus on making the right decision (a little cilche), but really have been focusing on opponent tendencies. I would just say it is important to note that every player is different (even at micro MTTs) they are not all spew-monkeys who just shove every time, with any two cards. Yes it may seem that way sometimes, but just focus on your play and try to make the optimal decision for each situation.

^^^^Listen to above. Easier than u think to just keep loading up the mtts man.

Poker is hard for us mere mortals. Dont go thinking you're due etc etc until you worked at it for a long time.

Not just at the tables either.

I am a good player, not perfect but I should beat the field easily. I
see so many too aggro or weak plays. They make bad calls vs me and
that costs me also EV.

You need to be humble. Don't blame other players. Yes you lost the JJ vs KQ hand but had you not been down to 13bbs maybe you wouldn't have been in that situation. Perhaps you made some mistakes earlier in the tournament that made you short....Maybe you nitted it up waiting for good hands and got blinded away. I don't know what happened but I'd be willing to be you didn't play perfectly. Instead of focusing on the results of one hand, focus on poker as a whole and what you can do to improve. I don't say this to put you down so please don't take offense.

I've already said it but stop blaming other players for making bad calls. I get excited when someone makes a bad call against me (the JJvsKQ hand doesn't sound like a bad call) because I know in the long run it makes me money. Sure it sucks when you play for hours upon hours only to get your money in good and some guy hit a 3 outer on you but that is part of the game and if you can't accept that you shouldn't be playing seriously. If you can't handle the variance perhaps give cash games a try?

well I good problems in middle stage witgh 11/10 stats at me. Well if I get looser its hard to play vs 2-3 players.