I used to
be an extremely skeptical guy, now I’m not at all. I’m never to play on Stars
again, weird stuff happen to me there.

After
adding random music files and filling exactly 100% of bytes in my mp3 player, after typing random chemistry formulas by
accident by jamming the keyboard, after typing one letter in my keyboard and
getting another one without viruses (manual check) and more written credible
stuff, I believe in god. I’m not religious. I used to be the opposite of this.
I hate skepticism now, I hate myself!

Call
superstition, call whatever you want, I’m not playing on Stars again. I don’t
care about explanations, if you believe in god or not. It doesn’t matter. I’m
very close to a $60 bonus and I don’t want it. I was rebuilding from PLO2 zoom
and I was crushing after more than 6 months without play (relearning and
rethinking lines). All of a sudden I had the worst run of my entire life
playing omaha (around a 15bi downswing playing microstakes) and went broke.
Switching to tag did not help.

I’m gonna
sell some of my books and switch to Full Tilt.

Don’t
listen to me and play wherever you want. I don’t believe in riggedness. It’d be
too hard and pointless to Stars (and a risk to their credibility).

I’d coach
microstakes players, but I can’t (3G internet) after my internet stopped
working in the entire neighborhood after some antenna broke or something. Yelling
at support wouldn’t fix it. More than one month like this and they reply there’s
no problem (A huge coincidence, they say).

I’m trying
to go to Big Brother Brazil. I’m too weird not to get in. I need to earn enough
money to pick up a bus for an interview. Questionnaire was perfect for me (all
great questions for me).

I might be
back to post future graph. I mostly don’t care for forums. Half people
criticize and the other half fill their egos with post counts. I used to be a quiet guy, I don’t
know why I’m typing so much. Bye.

Weird to
face a 15BI downswing after winning 30bb/100 with a 60bb/100 redline for a
decent thousand hands. I will eventually use a variance simulator to account
the probability of such downswings for such winrate in such a short span.

Call me
crazy, call me whatever you want. I don’t believe in 44.32 % of what I say
myself. I have a switchable skepticism filter. I believe skepticism is an
evolutionary trait people have to function in reality, even though I believe
there’s a lot more out of reality we even imagine. Reality just demands skepticism.
I hate skepticism. Stupid reality.

I joke
around sometimes. Never be autistic, like most doctors are. I despise doctors.

I’m happy I’m
raping PLO2 but I suck playing PLO5 (tag/lag/maniac). Of course PLO5 is a lot
harder than PLO2.

I always run like crap moving up. Regardless of skill level.