I'm gonna try to explain my situation to see if anyone can help me here, since it's a new situation for me.

I've been working really hard on my mental game, and actually I've got a mindset that I never thought I had. I used to tilt fast, and get really frustration when downsings or bad beats. I did a lot of work, read a lot about positivity, learnt some yoga, etc, and that helped me a lot.

I was playing the whole SCOOP on .es, and running completely terrible, entering one of my worst downswings ever, but that didn't affect my mindset and kept playing my A-game. This eventually was gonna pay out on the last tourney of the last day of SCOOP, but a terrible bad beat left me bubble of FT. I actually ended up the SCOOP even thanxs to this result, but that hand has left me in a situation of satiety respect to poker. Not for the hand, but for the fact of taking me out of the chance to fight for the victory (which would have been my biggest win ever).

So I find myself in this situation where I find lost on how to recover my ilusion for the game. Yes, this is really recent, but sincerely never had this feeling before.

Any sugestion for this?