Been playing poker only for about 3 months, started off doing small deposits like 10-30 dollars and lost 60 dollars rather quick. But after 1 month off playing I started winning mostly due to having a good feel for the game and I had 5x my roll after a few weeks. But then I started to run bad and being a tilty person I tilted my roll off. Took a small break and started to grind freerolls since I didn't wanted to risk more of my money managed to win 0.5 dollars on stars which I grinded up to 100+ dollars 2 weeks and then with poor BRM I lost it all and I re-did this process again but this time managed to build it up to 200 dollars from a 7 dollar freeroll win but then again with poor BRM and tilt problems I lost it all.

So to my question am I better off re-doing this process or deposit a largish sum since then I'll be more careful with BRM and also knowing my faults?