hey guys,

After a long struggle with myself I decided to start a blog. I am almost 29 currently living in Medellin,Colombia.  However don't plan to stay here for a long. Before I had been living in Thailand for like 8 months and honestly plan to go back there.

Currently my main game is nl200 and there is no sign that with how I play now I will move up any soon. Entire graph I have on my PC. It is like 20% nl50, 45% nl100 and 35% of nl200

Have been working with Jared Tendler for a long and lately been also thinking about it. There is the issue that I need to be despeerate to be motivated. So there is the same pattern I make the money am one step to play midstakes I go on a degen streak or just stop play and take an extended break from playing. Rise and repeat :/ .

At the same problem I have very poor habits when it goes to play and working on my game. So I want to start to be more involved here on Runitonce and work on my game more.  I haven't been discusing hands with anyone for a long time and it is something I need to change.

Firstly I need to lear how to fold. I have this paranoia that everyone attacks my Capped ranges and try to bluff me off my hand.

nl200 spew

Against a compotent reg. Guess thats why he is better than me.I have this deep believe that everyone tries to bluff me off and I am capped so they will attack me wide etc. etc. The reality is that after I x/call the flop and turn is a blank the Reg will just realize his equity on the turn and won't try to bluff me on a card that change nothing. But Hey I can't help myself and have to call down because "everything missed". Like LOL